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30 Seconds of Heat, Failure and Growth

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It’s hot.
The thick rays from the production lights beam down on my forehead, melting the funky brown dust they call “makeup” off of my face like cheesy milk. The red light turns on and my body turns to stone.
“Hi, my name is Daniel and I’m a blah, blah, blah.”
As a filmmaker, my inability to function on camera has always been a comedic irony to the casual onlooker. But to me, it’s a bit painful. How is it that I, an aspiring (distinguished man voice) “composer of moving images” can’t handle a few seconds on camera without forgetting my lines, freezing up and breaking down? Rosemary Reed told me that the key to the 30-Second Elevator Speech about Double R was to relax and “act natural.” So I did. And about ten takes later, my “natural” non-photogenic nature was recorded perfectly in high-definition.
It hurt even more that Bryan and Alex completed perfect takes in less than three tries. Needless to say, I felt a little ashamed. And for a good part of that day, I carried that ill confidence around like a prosumer camera with no shoulder rig.
But then I began to think, “why?” I already knew that # 1, conducting yourself well on camera is an incredibly hard task meant only for the select few and that # 2, my true passion has always been behind the scenes, in writing and directing. Don’t get down! Realize that everybody has their own special niche, not only in this business but also in the world in general.  Bryan is the energetic TV personality. Alex is the cool, calm, confident reporter. And me, I’m the guy running things behind the camera.
Rosemary’s words at the end of the day encouraged me to reevaluate my experience more. The speech was important, no matter how good or bad it was, because it put me in the shoes of people in that position. It gave me perspective. And for me, perspective is golden. Because before one can lead, he or she must first learn to empathize.
So be cool and empathize. Now it’s time to prepare for part two this week: 30-Second Elevator Speech about Myself… (clears throat)
— Daniel Perez

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